Finally...I am back

After not having my own laptop for a month....I have a new laptop, since HP couldn't fix the one I had. I like this one much better, and now I don't have to use my work laptop now.

So....I spent the weekend (well most of it) with Scott. I hadn't seen him in two weeks, which sucked. Now, I won't see him again until NEXT Saturday. It's just crazy. I want to spend more time with him, but the kids come first.

I know Scott cares about me and loves me. That in itself is nice. He is a no-pressure kind of guy, which is something I need. He values me for me and that is key to me. We both get to talking about the future, and then we slap each other into reality and say "SLOW DOWN!" LOL

It is nice to know that he would like to be a part of my future.

Is he that non-observant?

So, the kids came home today. First, my daughter didn't do her homework.....grrrr. Second and most importantly, sn, who has respiratory issues was breathing very fast and wheezy. Could the ex not have noticed that and asked me to bring over his nebulizer? I gave him a breathing treatment, and his respirations are back to normal, and has just a little wheeze to him now. For crying out loud, we only live 5 minutes apart. I guess his girlfriend's daughter having her baby today was more important than his son's breathing.

Update on Life

First, here is the newest addition to the family....His name that the rescue gave him is Gabriel, but his birthname is Steeler! (I didn't know this until I got to the rescue) He is a two year old Beagle/ACD mix. He is an absolute sweetheart. He came home to stay on Sunday March 22nd. I am complete love with him, and keeps me good company on the nights the kids are gone.

Okay...on to other life events.

The ex is still an idiot....he is back with the girlfriend that has dumped him 6 times. He is letting the kids spend time with her, which bugs me. I know eventually it will have to happen, but I still feel it is too soon.

As for me, this past weekend, I learned just how much I care about Scott. Okay, I love him and everything about him. I didn't get to see him all week last week, which really sucked. I had to work Saturday, and he had family obligations. I do get to see him this weekend, and I can't wait. He is just the most wonderful man I have ever met. He told me his family wants to meet me....I don't know when that will happen. We are both wanting to take this slow.....to really get to know each other. I talk, text and email him everyday...I just get so happy when I hear his voice or read his emails. He makes me feel so special, he makes my heart smile. Being apart from him has been hard, but that's the way it has to be for now.

She is going to be a superstar!

Today was the first softball practice of the season, and my daughter was out-performing all the girls. On the team of 11, 6 are repeat players from last year. Alot of the girls from last year moved up to fast pitch. My daughter wanted to stay in slow pitch for one more year. She will be the oldest on the team, and has the most experience. She was crushing the ball AND fielding very well. She has a new head coach this year, but he is familiar with her playing style, as his daughter was on the same team last year. I was so proud of my daughter....she hit well, fieldedwell, and was a great source of encouragement for the new girls. She was cheering them on, and congratulating them for trying.

When we left practice she said to me "Mommy, this is going to be an awesome softball year!" She is so excited, and I am excited for her!

His Priorities....

He always said his kids would be number one in his life.....that is until he decided to be a nymphomaniac.

He was supposed to take my daughter to softball practice tonight....but he asked me to because he has a date with a new girl.

What ever happened to priorities?

He asked me how long....

So yesterday as I was putting the kids in the car (leaving his house) he asked me "How long do you think it will take before I get 'it' from Michelle?" (The name of the girl he is going on a date with tonight.)

I ignored that the best I could.

This morning he texted me and said he had a "booty call" with another lady last night, and the the girl that dumped him on Sunday wants him back (he said he will go back to her if she goes into therapy....ummmm it's him who needs it) and he is meeting this Michelle tonight and plans on getting 'some'.

He is on a conquest to get laid everyday....and he is sick enough to tell me about it.

Barf-O-Rama

She told me about the girlfriend

My daughter told me about her Dad's girlfriend (of which broke up with him again). My daughter said she was nice, but then got sad and said that she doesn't want a new mommy.

*Insert Lump in Throat*

So, we had a long talk about how no one that enters her Dad's life will ever replace me, and that if someone was special enough in my life to meet them, they would not replace their Dad. She asked me if I had a new boyfriend, and I told her there was nobody that I was ready for them to meet.

My daughter also said that she does not want a new baby brother or sister, but if the boyfriend or girlfriend already had kids, that would be fine. LOL I told her not to worry...I am not growing anymore babies in my belly. LOL